So this is it...
Sometime events in life happen and for some reason or other they affect how you then go o in life. For me, I lost drive and finding motivation was hard to do in something that was a part of me. I hadn't given up, the passion was still there. I just didn't feel like doing it. I wasn't interested. But how long can this go on for? How do you get back on track? For me, it's gone on just under two years. Though it only seems like one. I guess when you lose someone time changes. You don't like to remember the days they have been gone for so you remember the days that they were here like yesterday, but your own life whizzes pass so fast like that. So here I am. Finally giving myself that shove that I need to do what I did before. To be the me that people see me as. To ignite that fire and passion that burns inside. During this bereavement time- or what I decided to call the other month. Early retirement. I've been planning, having ideas. Though not actively doing